If only you knew...

Tuesday, September 12, 2006



I changed my layout, finally! This one seems more airy, I think I have had it on it before, but, who cares?! 

We are having a homecoming dance at school a few weeks from now...WTF does homecoming mean anyways?! Everyone was asking,

"Are you gonna go to the dance, Kelly?"

....ah...we just got the paper telling us there is even going to be a freakin dance, how should I know?!

On another subject, hey Vicky, do you remember that guy named Ashtin Morse? Well, he is in my homeroom and has been calling me a vampire for a week.  My friends say he's flirting with me, you can tell my the way he says it...

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WTF?!!!?

Besides the fact that I don't like him back, (or really anyone else for that matter) he is like, a foot taller than me U.U; 

This girl Allison , who is also in my homeroom, says that she thinks he will end up asking me to that stupid freakin dance...
I hope not cause I would end up laughing in his face....^^;




By the way, Vicky, you need to get back to me on that layout I made for you, it's on the Panic! At the Disco blog I created just to showcase the layout xD
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Saturday, September 09, 2006



Hehe ^^

I havn't blogged in a while...

I got that layout for you, Vicky, it is uploaded on a temporary blog on my account.  If you want tme to change anything I can...unless, like, you wanna do it your self o.O;

The three little dorks following me around, including my brother, Brandon, my sorta step-sister Kristin, and her best friend, (who's even worse than her o.O;) Kristal.

They have been calling me "queen"  and opening doors for me.  They carried my bookbag up the hill yesterday and made my bed for me xD

It is really funny, if their being loud all I have to say is:

"Shut up! Sit down!"

And they will, right then and there...

It's halarious, really
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Thursday, August 24, 2006



Ah...I have been packing and unpacking things all morning perparing for school tomarrow...I still hadn't unpacked my book-bag from last year!  It still had all the crap from my locker in it X.X

Kristin was over yesterday, my lovly little, not-quite step sister...She was ranting about how what you wear to school on the first day makes a statment...and how you should dress your new personality, and all this other crap...

I guess she had a point, people go on first impression, though I never gave a damn about what people wore their first day of school...

I guess I will wear black....maybe layer some creepy oranges or blood reds....and it's not like I CAN'T wear my ring...I hate that demon....

No, seriously, this ring is cursed!  I tried to burn it (smart one, there, Kelly...) and the fire turned black...and went out...and the ring was fine......(Yeah, I might be crazy, but that doesn't explain why the ring is still here!!!)



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Wednesday, August 23, 2006




I liked last nights storm....I sat outside as the rain soaked me....the lightning so mencing....the thunder shaking the groud...

My mom tried to get me to come inside...but I wouldn't budge...she left me alone after a while....she realized it was worthless....

At one moment, I saw my refecltion in a puddle infront of me.  I had black running down my face...what I get for not wearing water-prof.....my hair was dripping, and my clothes were soaked...it was only then that I realized...I need a hobby...

Today is when I go to meet my teachers and see who is in my homeroom....I kinda hope, I don't have any friends in it this year...then no one will notice I am broken...and will not care...

I have gone back to my dark style...I can only brace myself for people call me a goth and a cutter again...

Speaking of cutting, I did again, last night...I felt better...but afterwards, I was guilty...

I threw my ring into the woods again....it was on my finger when I woke up this moring....Damn you, token of a demon...
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Monday, August 21, 2006



I don't blog as much as I use to...but I guess I have less to say....one day bleeds into the next, without warning, without mercy....

I haven't slept more than 3 hours in a weeks...I don't know what wrong....am I mourning?   Maybe...

The darkness is close, and that knife is starting to look real friendly...I know I shouldn't, it was so hard to quit last time....but...why should I worry?

I wear this ring on the middle finger....why wont it burn? Why I drop it in the forest, it comes back to my finger by mourning....stupid hexed ring!  Everytime I look down I think of him....I don't understand....or...maybe I do....I'm not quite sure anymore...

Wow, I had more to say than I thought....

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006



Today has been so slow....I am so bored....i found my Tamagotchi guy and resetted it...its a version 3, so the batterys are somehow intact....you know your bored when the only thing you can think of to do is play the games on your gigapet.....geez...

I havnt been out of the house instead of going to the racetrack I forgot what the outside of my house looks like o.O

Seriously, if some asked me what the color of my house was, I wouldnt know....

Kristin says I need a social life....and for once....she might be right! O.O
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Saturday, August 05, 2006



...T.T....

Oh boy!, my wonderful mother is dragging me to Kinley, (Did I spell that right? o.O) to go watch a neighborhood race...

You sit on had metal bleachers for 5 hours watching cars go around in a circle....

Sounds fun, huh?

And to make things even better.....when we get home at 1 o` clock in the morning, I get to spend the night with Kristin!

YAY!.....><

Just kill me now....or she will later...

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P. S. - Vicky, we gotta hang out some time, I havn`t seen you in forever!


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